Hard to believe that Ryan is almost here

I went to my Dr. appt and everything is looking really good. She said that if I go in labor again to embrace it and call her as opposed to meditating and trying to relax. I think I would have gone to the hospital last time if my mom was here as we need her to run the house while Rob and I are on vacation. :D

We are all ready for him and so excited to meet him. Alyssa is over the moon and loves to kiss my belly and talks to him. A few times she has read to him and it is so precious. I cannot wait to see her interact and love him without my belly in the way.

She continues to talk about the purple and pink sparkly bear that Ryan is going to give her at the hospital. I am not sure if I wrote this before but when we went into Build a Bear about a month or so ago she saw the bears and went to my tummy and asked Ryan to give it to her. It was so cute. Although for Ryan's sake, he had better bring her those bears!

The nights are the worst for me. I just can't seem to stay asleep and I don't have the energy to bake or cook at night so I just sit on the couch watching the time go by. At least with Ryan here I can make myself useful by caring for him when I am awake.

6 more days and counting down...